(1) Fuck.

 Well, shit. 

Today kind of sucked. Let me give you a recap of my day. 

So, last night, I go to bed around 4 in the morning. Bad, bad, I know, what-fucking-ever... And I wake up to Opal swinging the dorm open, with the most DEAD look her in eyes. Now, that's not the tough part. Please. If you have a problem, come to me... 

I'm asking her "Opal, what's wrong," Because obviously something's wrong. And APPARENTLY, she had a really shitty experience with Clara the other night, and now the two aren't on speaking terms. She told me her side of shit and, like, I'm not gonna share it. Because privacy. But what fucking sucks is that when I reached out to Daphne about it, to hear Clara's side, she told me it was none of my business, and now Daphne's mad at Opal for spreading Clara's business like that when SHE WASN'T!!! SHE WASN'T DOING THAT!!! I'm going to kill myself. With a gun. 

And while she (Opal) was crying into my arms and I was, like, consoling her. And I'm like, hey, if you ever want to meet up again and talk, I got you, and I'm trying to like hype up the summer trip  and talking about how much fun we'll have together, and I offer to take her out to dinner to like. Get her mind off things. And she storms off. And now she's mad at me. WHAT DID I EVEN DO. 

WHAT DID I EVEN DO. 

Fuck. 

I'm TRYINNGGGGG to save my pals. But the one day that I get a big break! Yeah! Everyone hates one another. The only person who I've managed to talk to about this are Irie and Rowan. Ashley's with Clara like 24/7 and so Rowan's trying to stay neutral to not start anything with Clara, which I respect, but Irie's at a point where she loves Daphne to death but she like. She also thinks its stupid. 

I also talked to Irie about, uh, you all. She mentioned that, oddly enough, a few other people have had similar encounters. Which I always knew. But she named names, so that was nice. I'm not as close with Irie as I'd like to be, hopefully next year I get to change that. She's really chill, and I really look up to her a lot. 

She kind of told me off on the stuff about Opal. But she also explained it to me. And told me that the best thing I can do for her rn is just be a good friend. So... That's what I'm doing, I suppose. I'm going to wait for tomorrow, see if things manage to flesh themselves out. 

In other news. Enough High Schooler drama. This is a website for what is technically a professional project... So, uh, let's get on that. Sorry for the lack of entries to the public Archive. I can't lie... Most of it's like. Fucking receipts. Telegraphs. Snippets of newspaper articles and whatnot. It's lame lol. 

Okay cool, I'm going to bed for the night. Wish me fucking luuuuuuuuuck girls

Cya,

Hasaan